It's been a long time since i dwelled on the topic of life or for that matter death. But a conversation with someone sparked that topic and i thought since now my mind is calmer i should perhaps discuss the matters.

You meet a failure, what is your next move? Suicide, drugs, alcohol? You sleep your days away, run away adopting escapism instead of realism? Life may be predestined to some, yet in a certain way lay in our own hands. In the past i would have opted it, to run away for as long as i can, as far as i can and as fast as i can till the weariness gets the better of me and face it yet not. It may not make any sense at all, whati am saying but perhaps you should sit and think about it.

It's true no matter how you try to console yourself, your deepest inner feelings wouldn't change and i agree. So why not change the way your deepest inner feelings feel? To be brave and face whatever that stands in the way, to accept the harsh realities of life pick up the pieces and get on with life.

Tomorrow, i will face the next hurdle and close this chapter. Because i say, i will.

ps. sorry friends that i keep you in the dark about certain troubles i face, some quiz said i am a bad friend for doing that, but don't wanna affect others because of the harsh truth of realities. And i will face it, so don't worry.

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