Am lying in bed thinking again. I feel so disgusted with myself for not having the momentum of studying now. When its the most crucial period of time. I seem to be contented just finishing tutorials, doing compo and sgc. I guess i need the force and power since i feel so exhausted so easily these days.
i think i should learn how to open up more and not hide everything within. Be it feelings, character. Deep within we'll hide something but i guess its important to let the pple around us know how we feel.
on a different note, i went swimming today and this old woman came down as well. And she was wearing this low cut swimming costume! Showing one quarter of her yea you know what. And the back was so low it showed her bum. Lol. Think it was hilarious and she spent about slightly more than 5 min in the pool. :*