Did the maths specimen paper today, felt so helpless. Chapters that i had been confident in for jct, i have forgotten them all and have to start from zero again. Where do i find the time?
recital at 5pm, better not get stage fright. My finger tips are hurting. Skin peeling. Maybe i should just forget about applying to ucas(uk admissions) and just give that far fetched dream up and just treat this prelim as just a rehearsal.
i should just stop envisioning myself flying anywhere next year. Cause i know now, its not going to be possible.