Went out yesterday (20th ) with Ny By celine and friend for lunch as Ny was giving us a treat. walked one whole round around the fountain of wealth before deciding on swensons. Lol. Decided to catch a movie after that at marina square. Watched National Treasure: Book of secrets. I think i would rate it 4/5. It was so exciting and like at one point of time i was having my eyes closed. The cinema was so full and we only managed to get seats like 4 rows behind the screen! Never sat so "frontish" in the cinema before.

Parted ways after that and went to watch TJ choir carol to wait for chun to go to the x mas party but she had to celebrate bear's birthday so i had to go down first. Felt so weird since the whole house was filled with art students mostly seniors and like i was the only Music student. Bev and jiayi were the only 2 people that i knew at the party and in the end i ended up in the children's room playing the DS with mayce.

---- I think blogging about daily life is so boring. I am bored typing already.

Today went for another Job interview which was scary cause there were 4 people interviewing. Oh wells 10 interviewees for 3 places whats the odds man. Plus who would want to hire someone with only an O level cert and no working experience. Sucks.

Then went to my 2nd home. Somewhere where people don't expect me to be perfect and I can be a kid again as he said. Each time i think of February I kinda shudder. I don't want to think of that day. That day that determines my entire future. Sighs.

I need a job to take my mind off that day. I hate waiting for uncertainty. And you want to know the truth? I am scared.




--I can't be perfect. But you are such a perfectionist expecting so much out of me. You will know someday that I can't live up to your expectations.

Labels: D-day, feelings, interview, outings